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07-06-2003 - 6:27 p.m. "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as though you'll die tomorrow. Nothing is more painful than regret." I have no regrets as far as my recent exploits go. Just because some have left me with more questions than answers doesn't mean that I regret a single moment of it. I have carefully chosen what I have and have not done. The question was asked by a reader and friend what I'm doing to myself and why. All I can say is that I get lonely sometimes. I'm searching for more than just sex - for companionship, connection, maybe love AND good sex. I still haven't found what I'm looking for. But I'm not giving up either. And I got a very sweet note from the serviceman saying thanks for being so kind and caring to a complete stranger. There's always a part of the story that's not posted. Don't you people understand that by now? We spent several hours talking and connecting on intellectual levels before anything physical happened between us. Why else do you think he didn't leave until dawn? And I shouldn't have to justify or explain any of this to anyone. I now have a new friend, and we both had a fabulous time. No regrets. No apologies.
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