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2003-09-24 - 8:10 p.m. Last night was nice. Really nice. Totally worth the lack of sleep. Problem with really good nights ... is that the rest of what you had been doing with your life sometimes seems ... well ... somehow less important. When the moment of clarity hits and you realize that this is what's real and good and worthwhile and most of the rest (like being a cog in a corporate wheel) doesn't matter. Like the posting I did on 9/11/03 ... it's important to do things that count. Last night was one of those things that counted. Live as though you'll die tomorrow. Yeah. That's what last night was ... And today I walked through life with a little more spring in my step, a little easier smile, and caught myself more than once staring into space, eyes starting to close as the mind went into replay mode. Perhaps I am just a silly girl far too swept away by infatuation. That's probably it. But I'll take it - it feels pretty good.
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